Giving Thanks in Challenging Times

Two weeks ago today, we were travelling back from Atlanta where we watched hundreds of athletes gut it out on a challenging course in challenging winds and cold temperatures. Out of the hundreds, six are heading to the Olympics.

If the Olympics move forward as planned.

Two weeks ago, that would have been a weird sentence to write. Not so much today.

We are pretty transparent about our lives. We make a point to showcase the good, bad and downright ugly.

I don't think I need to go in to detail about how ugly the last two weeks have been.

In my job, the first challenge was tornado aftermath and managing communications for the response to inquiries about blood needs and for our center in Crossville. We saw as many donors in one day that week as we have seen in that location in a month before. MEDIC staff were amazingly flexible and worked together to collect products during challenging circumstances.

Then COVID-19 literally became an outbreak. An outbreak not only in reported cases but an outbreak of information coming from all directions.

This virus has had a huge impact on both of our professional roles. You all know now that the CHKM has been postponed. We stayed up late every night after the kids went to sleep talking about ways to make it happen or alternatives if it had to be postponed/cancelled. We hope for a fall date but the stars will need to align as perfectly as possible.

People are frightened. This is unknown territory for all of us. That said, how we react to our fears is going to have a huge impact on the next several weeks and months. We need to be smart and we need to be flexible. And mostly, we don't need to be selfish.

News and officials are telling people to socially distance themselves from others. I don't disagree. We pulled the kids from camp next week. That's going to be a burden and we will need very creative scheduling and work days between us but we felt it was best.

We are following the guidelines of no playdates and not going out just to go out. We are hunkered down at the Altman house playing no-stress chess, Battlefront (Xbox game) and having time together that we wouldn't otherwise have been able to have.

That's a silver lining in this - at least for us. If CHKM weren't postponed, then Altman would be somewhere in the house with his head down and working away at sending emails, entering registrations and finalizing logistics.

There would be the tension that lives here in March every year knowing that race day is coming and we have to be ready.

Yes, I have worked a lot this weekend. I worked while the kids played Legos. I am writing this now while they play video games. But, we've gotten some quality time that we would otherwise not have on this particular weekend.

Who knows what the next several weeks holds for any of us. But for today, I am focusing on the silver linings and all the things we have to be thankful for.

I am thankful that we have a treadmill, bike, weights, TRX equipment, exercise ball and yoga mats that we use for our daily workouts.

I am thankful that we have groceries and that we have had toilet paper delivered for years via Subscribe and Save and that I am not scrambling to find it right now.

I am thankful that next week was already spring break so that Knox County didn't have to make the decision to close schools although I would venture to guess that the kiddos won't be back before April.

I am thankful that I have a laptop for work that allows me to work just as easily at my dining table as it does in my office. I am thankful that Altman works from home.

I am thankful for book shelves full of books for both boys and for their creative little minds that can sit and draw for hours.

The challenging times will continue. I will no doubt go in to work tomorrow to find that more drives have cancelled and our team will rally to try to fill those slots. No doubt that whatever happens with the CHKM, Altman will have a full week of navigating responses for refunds and the various questions he is receiving as well as planning for the future.

But, again, I am thankful for some extra family moments this weekend. And I will continue to remind myself of my gratitude when the children are fighting over the video game. :)